speak

I apologize for the depth of this post....I just need to say some things.

Today I realized something that I haven't been implementing in my personal life.

Communication is key.

Sometimes not saying something in fear of being too pushy only does the opposite. I forgot that one of the main reasons he is with me is because I say how I feel and don't hold back. I have been doing it with everyone else but somehow haven't with him....weird. I guess I just care alot about how he feels at all times and I never wanted to make him uncomfortable. The main reason for my personal rant is to just say, if you're feeling something or want to know where you stand with someone, say something. That's the only way you'll know and I'm glad I did.