dreams

How beautiful is this video. I love Lily Allen.

You should listen to her...great lyrics.

delicious

This is the song that I am obsessed with this week.....love the quads....its so "Supersonic" from Technotronic...but still bad ass. I love the end and the line, "..they be linin' down the block just to watch what I got." That's great.

Celicious.....yeah, I like that.

"I know where beauty lives
I've seen it once, I know the warm she gives
The light that you could never see
It shines inside, you can't take that from me"

One of my favorite lines of a song...been stuck in my head all day.

truce

Lately, it seems like every single day I am getting closer to figuring out life and people and why things are the way they are. Now obviously , I will not figure everything out but I have come to terms with life and we came to an agreement that I will take what it gives me, keep the positive and let go of the negative.

Life seems much more enjoyable and I have more of a positive attitude about the unknown. I usually obsess about things I think are happening (well let's just call it what it is, paranoia) or the unknown destination of my life. I used to say I would relax and enjoy things more if I knew what was going to happen.

I don't feel that way anymore.

Being a mother, student, full time employee, daughter, girlfriend is hard and things are always unknown. I never know what to expect from one day to the next with any role I take. Nothing is ever constant except my love for my daughter and that even grows more everyday. If I really knew what was going to happen I would never be suprised I would never see people for who they are, what they really do...their character.

I don't wanna know.

I won't worry and consume myself with the why and how.

It is what it is and people and things do what they do.

This is life..I don't wanna waste it on those things.

So, I wanted to document my truce with paranoia and fear. I 'm going to enjoy myself...no matter what.

self esteem

I absolutely love things like this........makes you realize whats real about people and what's fake. Inner is so much more than outer. I am slowly learning that more as I get older.

mushy gushy

I am very happy woman..

My pinty is doing awesome in school and I get to spend way more time with her.

I just celebrated the greatest year with my Mr. J.

We are going on a much needed vacation soon.

School is going well.

I got a new job...it's not the best but its not serving so its awesome.

This is my favorite time of the year.


I couldn't ask for much more.

I know it's le mush but I just wanted to post it.

I have lots of pictures to post from this weekend...I'll try and do it this week.